I have definitely been taking to chocolate ice cream a LOT this entire month! It’s been one of those months where God has been tearing my heart and I have been trying to let Him without taking shortcuts. It’s so tempting to settle for halfway or a little breakthrough when He is wanting to re-wire me. It’s the first time in the last year that I have said with new revelation that my heart truly is dark and I need Him to change it all—-not just the “bad” parts. I’m in desperate need, not optional need.

God, change every part of me to glorify You. I give You full access to every area of my heart. I need heart surgery, stat!